My Twenty-Second Post.
You know, it’s times like this, that I wish I could be the old, sensitive me…
I feel like I can’t trust anyone with my heart, or my genuine feelings. Well, no one besides my closest friends.
But I’m talking about females, I suppose. Girls that have the possibility for being candidates for a future relationship.
I wonder if I’m broken…
See, I’d like a relationship… But I know I don’t need one right now. Mainly due to my whole desensitized state I got going on.
I can fuck a chick.
But have feelings for one?
Right now, that seems way too hard.
But her… I dunno, you ever meet someone, an something just clicks? Like maybe, this girl could change your life?
However, emotionally, I’m unavailable. Which sucks, to be honest.
I wonder if, someday, I can meet that girl that could make me feel again.
Make me feel love… Trust… And have those feeling reciprocated…
Or maybe I’m just drunk.
Ugh.
