My Twenty Fifth (and a half) Post.
A quick hello to the people who are undoubtedly reading this in some attempt to “check up on me”.
It’s alright. I honestly don’t mind. However, I would rather that the topics discussed in these posts remain in these posts. I give you guys the benefit of never letting you know that I know what you don’t think ANYONE knows. I know what it’s like to need to get something out. To write something down. Hell, I’m doing it now.
Actually, I think I made this post to clear up some things…
I realize that in past posts, I make an astonishing number of vague references to “she“‘s and “her“‘s and “you“‘s. There’s also a good amount of self-loathing to balance it all out. I want to reinforce the fact that it’s not just one girl. I mean, there’s ex’s, and what were, at the time, interests, and there’s relatives and friends, and a plethora of people. They all just happen to be female…
That sounds bad.
Is there really any way to make that sound good?
Not really.
Nevertheless, it’s the truth. Unfortunately, my lack of clarity has caused quite a bit of trouble for certain people who occasionally drop in on my writings, not to mention, endless lists of questions and resulting explanations on my part.
They all assume that I’m talking about them.
A lot of the times, they’re wrong. Sometimes, I leave more than enough hints. Other times, said people have misinterpreted the situation I’ve displayed and shaped it to fit what they think my thoughts towards them are.
While it’s understandable to be concerned about your level of involvement in my writings, it’s actually kind of annoying that some people think that these posts are about them.
Haha, look at me, still writing in first person limited.
Maybe this should be in second person, though I have to admit, I’m not too used to it. Despite my hatred for odd numbers, I’m far better acquainted with the first and third persons.
I understand that you think some of these posts are meant to be about you. Really, only one of you has jumped to ridiculous conclusions about posts that are in no way related to you.
Also, while going over my past posts, I’ve noticed something else.
The way I narrate certain articles is bound to create some confusion about where you key players stand in all of it. Also, my intentions from those posts could be misconstrued as relevant to a certain number of you, mainly due to poor paragraph construction on my part.
Okay, maybe I didn’t make this post to explain things. As I’m writing this, I realize that the whole reason I write here isn’t for other people.
It’s for me.
If you guys have questions, just ask them.
Shit, this is gonna have to be more than one part.
